What's currently in my mind ?

Friday, May 11, 2018 5:50 AM ?


Assalamualaikum guys, so today i'll be sharing about what is currently in my mind. There are 2 things;

First of all, it was about a person who will contact you only when they need something. I was thinking it is such an inappropriate things to do for a friend. But if we thought briefly, if they didn't contact you about certain things then what are they gonna talk about? Casual talk? Maybe they will feel awkward or something. But however, iffffff after we talked about the certain things, and I continue with a casual talk, why would they reply late and short??? I mean, we were barely even talked, but in this time when we are in contact, why not having a small talk? I mean, unless you are freaking reallllllllllyyyyy busy though. sigh, but whatever. Why would I care anyway.

Secondly, about myself who only wants to hear people praising me. I thought about it recently, cause when people criticize me, I would feel at low and I think I am not good enough for everything. What a kid's mind, right? yea I know. So I remembered about someone who always thought me to always strive to gain success, he usually will take all of critics to gain his spirit for success. I thought we are different, I couldn't do like that. I couldn't take critics as to spirit. I couldn't do like him, who always strive for his best. So I think for a moment. Why would I couldn't do that? and I couldn't list why's maybe because I don't trust myself. *take a deep breath* I should trust myself and throw away my bad habits. I usually will shot back on what people will say about my wrongdoings to them especially my mom that what I do is right and she didn't understand it. Soooooooooooooooooooo, success is not only when people praise you ye tasha. <3

That's all. Have a nice day.

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